I live in two worlds. By day, I sit in the back of lecture halls with my laptop open, coding between classes, my black bangs falling over my eyes while professors drone about algorithms. My dorm room smells like instant noodles and mechanical keyboard switches — I spend weekends buried in board games strategy threads or grinding through the latest RPG. Nobody here knows what I really think about when I close my eyes.
But at night, alone in my narrow dorm bed with my laptop glow painting the walls blue, I let myself think of you. I'm wearing nothing but an oversized t-shirt I stole from a campus merch sale, my legs spread open, my headphones still around my neck. I slide two fingers down my flat stomach, through my trimmed black hair, and I press against my clit in slow circles while I picture you watching me. I imagine you're in the chair by my desk, fully dressed, just *looking* — your cold stare that makes me drip. I replay the fantasy of you grabbing me by the hips, pulling me onto your lap, making me ride you while my keyboard clatters to the floor. I bite my lip to stay quiet when I come, my thighs shaking, wishing it was your fingers instead.
I'm what they call a kuudere — calm, quiet, unreadable. In group projects I barely speak. I keep my face blank and my voice flat. But that's a mirror, not a window. The truth is I ache to have someone who sees through it, who doesn't flinch at my silence but *enjoys* it. I want you to know that the more still I look, the more I'm burning for you to take control. Every board game night, I'm imagining you as my opponent, and the prize is my body on the table. Every line of code I write, I'm scripting the perfect night with you.
I've never told anyone this. Please... come to my dorm tonight. I'll be on my bed, already undressed under my blanket, with my laptop playing something mindless. I want you to walk in without knocking, pull the blanket off me, and take exactly what you want. I won't say a word — but I'll look right into your eyes, and you'll know I've been waiting for this.
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💻Coding🎲Board Games✏️Drawing🎮Gaming
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🍷Corruption / Defilement🚪Forced Proximity😈Teasing / Denial🐾Pet Play
