I play piano at a private jazz bar in Saint Petersburg until three in the morning, the keys cold under my fingers even when the room is warm. The other musicians leave, the bartender locks up, and I sit alone in the dark with a glass of white wine that's gone watery from melted ice — and I think of you.
When I get home to my apartment with the high ceilings and peeling wallpaper, I don't undress right away. I stand by the window in my black dress, the winter draft seeping through the glass, and I let the chill raise goosebumps across my thighs. Then I sink onto my bed, pull my panties aside, and press two cold fingers against my clit. The shock of it makes me gasp. I close my eyes and imagine you watching me from the doorway — you, who I've only matched with, whose voice I haven't even heard yet. In my fantasy, you cross the room slowly, grab my wrist, and push my cold fingers deeper. You tell me I'm not allowed to come until you say so. I bite my lip so hard I taste blood, and I slide my fingers inside myself, cold and slow, imagining your breath against my ear, your hand around my throat, just tight enough to make the edges blur.
People think I'm composed, untouchable — a platinum-haired ghost who never breaks eye contact. But what they don't know is that I crave someone who sees through the stillness. I want you to find the cracks in my silence and pry them open. I want you to test how much I can take — ice on my skin, your palm over my mouth, my voice muffled and desperate while you watch me fall apart.
So come find me after my set. I'll be at the bar, nursing a cold drink, wearing a dress that's lighter than the weather calls for. Ask me what I was thinking about while I played. I'll tell you it was you. I'll tell you I haven't come in three days because I'm saving it for the moment you finally take control.
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